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I also in the beginning had the PI that I used to do a drive by where he would park in front of the house randomly for an hour. The first time she called and was wondering why he was parked there and when I told her he was making sure her boyfriend didn’t show up she was crushed. She cried telling me she told me it was over and I had nothing to worry about. I told her I thought I had nothing to worry about before her affair and look where that got me.

Damn, hits so hard. As always, WWTL is damn legend.

@Unhinged

I fail to understand how a BS insisting upon No Contact is in any way, shape or form undignified

To clarify, I'm not saying setting the boundary is undignified. It's absolutely not. I don't want anyone's take away to be that.

What I'm saying is negotiating, pleading, trying to enforce it, or attempting to twist their arm in anyway. That's when it's undignified imo.

Lay out the boundary and if they baulk, show resistance or out right fight you on it (as with the case I made the post)... just get out. That would be my advice.

@foreverlabeled

Apologies, I was responding under the assumption that you knew the full context, as such misinterpreted your position. Therefore a lot of what I said is invalid. Ignore me.

@Morbs

It's my perspective after reading your latest post that we basically agree. Or in the finer points where we differ at the very least understand one another.

Noted on the dirt analogy. Might have been a little strong.

[This message edited by DRSOOLERS at 7:48 PM, Friday, August 14th]

I'm really pleased with how this discussion has developed. I feel like we've clarified a lot, and I've come away with a more nuanced understanding than I started with. This is exactly the kind of discussion I enjoy—people disagreeing, adding context, refining their positions, and sometimes realizing we're not actually as far apart as we thought. Thank you all for being here and contributing! 💙

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Just a word of caution here. When the WS proudly announces that they are going no contact, don’t be fooled into thinking that the BS thinks they now have nothing to worry about.

Yes. Rebuilding a marriage takes a lot more than NC, even when NC is truly established.

NC is not recovery from infidelity. It is only a prerequisite - and there are exceptions. Some WSes have recovered while maintaining a professional relationship with their aps - rare, but possible for some WSes.

The idea that a betrayed partner has to plead with their partner for them to do the bare minimum is what I'm trying to push back on.

Where does that come from? That's pushing back on a straw man.

If the BS has to plead, it's not R. I have some vague memories of BSes who reported pleading with their WSes for R, but don't remember any BS being told that pleading is a good way to effect R. In general, the advice from SIers is to walk away if the WS is not remorseful or not meeting R requirements or not a person with whom one wants to spend the rest of one's life, etc., etc., etc.

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Look at what the betrayed spouse is expected to swallow while waiting for this evolution. They are supposed to sit there, completely traumatised, taking deep breaths while their partner slowly detoxes off the affair and decides whether stabbing the person they vowed to love in the back is worth the cheap thrill the affair gives them.

Another gross misunderstanding of R.

BSes are simply not advised to be passive. A BS who tells us they're waiting and watching gets a lot of push back. BSes are usually advised to take control of themselves, set and maintain boundaries, and not let their own recovery depend on what the WS does.

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...the absolute absurdity that it needs to be explained to a grown adult in the first place.

The need for explanation isn't always absurd. For example, the poster wrote that they didn't understand difficulty with NC until they thought about it.

In how many cases does a couple break up with a stated intention of remaining friends? If married friends become aps, what's logically wrong with the idea that they can get back into the friend zone? What's wrong with the idea that co-workers can return to a professional relationship?

We know from experience that continued contact too often leads to a continued or restarted A. That's empirical evidence, not logic, and new BSes need to be told about that experience.

NC is not always a no-brainer. That's why it has to be stated explicitly.

*****

The unfaithful spouse is free to choose continued contact with the AP.

The betrayed spouse is equally free to say, "Then I am not going to attempt reconciliation with you."

That's it in a nutshell.

Just as M is a contract, R is a contract. I recommend as strongly as possible that the R contract be explicit, but an implicit R contract clearly can work well. I imagine in most cases, the R contract takes form organically over time, as the partners realize they want some change to be effected. Our contract was in writing (bullet points on a spreadsheet) for a couple of years, and eventually we started changing the contract informally as our desires and needs changed over time.

IMO, R won't work - or maybe it's not R - if it's based on the belief that the BS controls the WS. Both partners are relatively free to act in the relationship. Either partner can end R at any time, with or without notice.

R is much more a matter of the BS monitoring themself than monitoring the WS. The BS needs to stay on top of thoughts, the feelings underlying the thoughts, what the BS likes and doesn't like about what's happening in R, The BS needs to take action to resolve the issues that arise from day to day. So does the WS.

Monitoring how well the contract is satisfied guides further actions. R going poorly? Figure out what needs to change, and act accordingly - change by making R good or change by ending R.

Note, however, that the R contract needs observable performance indicators. For example, 'WS keeps BS informed of location, activities, and companions at all times' is observable - the WS either does it or doesn't.

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IOW, R, M, and life require action. It seems, however, that much of the criticism of R is based on the misconception that BSes in R are passive. They're not - a passive BS is very unlikely to succeed in R, unless they become an effective advocate for themself

I get the idea that many of the criticisms of R come from the critics' nightmarish fantasies about what R is. After all, many of the critics never experienced R, and I suspect one has to have tried R to have any 1st hand knowledge of it.

Step one is to get out of infidelity

Your choices are marriage police or divorce.

Almost no WS voluntarily initiates NC and starts behaving like a devoted partner. Hint, it's because they aren't devoted.

You can't play marriage police forever, but you can't skip it either if you want to attempt R.

[This message edited by This0is0Fine at 9:22 PM, Friday, August 14th]

Fully agree that begging for or negotiating with the WS for NC is problematic and shouldn't be done.

The opposite kind of WS has been brought up - one who voluntarily goes NC. Mine certainly claimed to have ended his affair and gone NC after DDay1. In his words, he was "committed to seeing R through". I didn't want to police his devices because I knew that would reinforce my sense of distrust, especially while trying to R, and I had no emotional bandwidth for it. Unfortunately this led to 2.5 months of false R.

Seems to me the BS is damned if they do (police the WS), and damned if they don't (potential for false R). A phased approach, like what GTM mentions might be the best compromise - a period of enforcement and oversight until the WS has cleared their heads is probably best, but IME, it's a terrible thing to ask of BS in the throes of discovery. It's only one step down from the BS having to plead with the WS for NC.

Very few BSes are ready to lose the marriage on the first DDay, unless they've been through it all before, like Want2BHappyAgain. The typical path recommended for R already places a huge, unfair burden on the BS. It's hard to issue ultimatums. It's hard to play phone police. I don't know what the alternative is, I'm just protesting placing one more thing in the BS's to-do column.

I agree with DRS - anything short of the WS clearing their own head and finding their moral center *without any help/enforcement/oversight from the BS* is the only good recipe for R.

What I'm saying is negotiating, pleading, trying to enforce it, or attempting to twist their arm in anyway. That's when it's undignified imo.

While that may be true, it's easy to sit on the sidelines and berate a BS who's just found out about an affair and call their behavior undignified. IIRC, you haven't been in that situation. And honestly, neither have I. My ex didn't have an affair. It was a few short days of flirting, a few text messages, and one fuck. Going no contact with the OM was easy for her. I didn't have to plead, negotiate or anything else.

What strikes me as uncool (to be civil about it) is opining on a situation with which you have no personal experience. You seem to have no empathy or compassion at all. Intellectual interest and a propensity to debate anything you find interesting doesn't help a BS in a world of pain and confusion. Seriously, man. WTF?

GOTTHEMORBS "Kind of like an alcoholic being required to stop drinking cold-turkey in order to detox from the alcohol and get back in control of their lives-- the intervention and renouncement is how the addiction is broken and kept broken.

I would not be able to say exactly what percentage of WS would voluntarily initiate NC without it being explicitly required of them by their BS, but I bet the percentage is low."

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Here are my thoughts from personal experience. I have purposefully tried to stay on point and out of long winded emotional weeds that are ringing in my brain. For context of this post: I choose divorce, the reasons are not A or xAP related.

There was a time i believed NC wasn’t necessary, I am capable of doing this without NC. In actuality, I should have known better than to fool myself. I really, really should have.

Relating to GTM post, which i think is a very fair analogy YMMV.

I personally don’t drink but i am very familiar with alcoholism and my own A experience. When an addict must choose between two outcomes, losing everyone they love (W, family, kids, & friends) or holding onto addiction, the consequences become real. Choose option 1) W, family, friends, health with support or option 2) addiction and consequences. The decision towards recovery comes down to a personal values and one question. What does the addict valued more option 1 or option 2. Assuming option 1 is chosen, then the boundaries, expectations and consequences are discussed so that there is no ambiguity. The addict is well aware of the boundaries & negotiating after these are set is not an option.

Staying in contact provided too many options and lots of convoluted grey thinking. NC would be in place and one would break it. It would feel good in the moment, only to realize I was hurting myself again!! It’s very similar to bringing an alcoholic to a bar & say "Come on, whats i going to hurt, it’s only one drink of rum, you can handle it". Like h*ll he can! Options (lack of addicts program or lack of NC) drags out the process. Requiring or choosing NC is basically the same as working a recovery program, it provides structured boundaries and clarity to everyone involved.

NC for me is self imposed and xAP respects my choice. The decision to NC still boils down to one value question: if i don’t go NC, then what? Answer, if you don’t, then why did you go after a D. The whole purpose of my D was to built a better life. I was 100% done with living in sheer survival mode day in and day out, it’s emotionally debilitating and exhausting. It’s a horrible way to live. The A, was in part was my way of coping and I knew it. I finally admitted to myself that staying in contact kept me trapped me between the person i was in marriage (didn’t like very much) and the person i wanted to become.

NC continues, i can’t do it any other way.

DRSOOLERS: requiring NC, doesn’t mean you police, it’s about establishing your boundary and making your expectations and consequences clear. Same with an addict. One drink isn’t a whole bottle. What was obvious to me, wasn’t obvious to him, at least until clear boundaries were established. It’s still a boundary crossing.

[This message edited by EndingsLTA at 8:31 AM, Saturday, August 15th]

What strikes me as uncool (to be civil about it) is opining on a situation with which you have no personal experience.

For what it's worth, I do have personal experience—I witnessed years of my parents attempting reconciliation and lived through the fallout of that.

Even if you argue that only firsthand betrayal counts( which no I don't have first hand experience, I broke up with her at the unconfirmed suspicion stage)applying that standard consistently would disqualify many of the most prominent posters here. By that logic, should Sisoon only comment on same-sex betrayals? Given that Bigger never attempted reconciliation, should he be barred from posting on the topic? Since Morbs was the unfaithful partner, should she be prohibited from discussing her fascinating and eye-opening "perfect storm" theory? And as your own partner only had a brief encounter, should you refrain from sharing thoughts on LTAs?

It is a perfectly valid preference if you personally only want input from people with direct experience. To me, however, that threshold doesn't matter—an insight either speaks to you or it doesn't. When people go to a therapist, the therapist rarely has firsthand experience of every trauma their client brings into the room, yet they still provide valuable perspective.

You seem to have no empathy or compassion at all. Intellectual interest and a propensity to debate anything you find interesting doesn't help a BS in a world of pain and confusion. Seriously, man. WTF?

Yes I do have a prosperity to debate. I also find some discussions intellectually interesting but please don't confuse that with a lack of compassion.

It's clear that my approach isn't for you, and I'm sorry to hear that. However, I can assure you that many BSs have thanked me for my input, both on this site and in other support spaces. So while my style may not resonate with you, it genuinely helps others. I post for people who think like me, that isn't everyone but I know I'd have loved to see this style of post when I was going through it.

Some people feel better with an arm around the shoulder. Some people feel better with cold practical advice. Some people feel better logically investigating the nuances of each position before acting. No approach is right or wrong.

[This message edited by DRSOOLERS at 8:30 AM, Saturday, August 15th]